Is this the end of my
motivation?
The end of everything that
mattered to me?
My only true love lies here,
but now,
I feel like I'm
alone.
Abandoned.
By me.
I no longer feel I'm strong.
Like a self rejection mode.
Am I trustable to myself?
Why am I letting me down?
Will this be my only
disappointment in
life?
Or will it be death?
But, isn't this dying also?
Damn, it feels like.
What the hell is wrong with me...?

Vasco Pompaelo*